It's Only Time

and its symptoms


extemporal

Das Nichts selbst nichtet

The nothing itself noths. - Heidegger

and yet what is this compared to Shakespeare's To Be or Not To Be

Structure Struggle

wrestled it down

The Knot

is it possible to undo

at the point of no return

Sense of Adventure

never minding or rather looking forward to those bruised knees and silly mishaps

cause one does not want to be but to live

Medium

accident a

there's nothing coming close to the immediacy

authenticity

Let's just hope there'll never be a medium for life.

Merci Godverdomme

To Be

and to live

Something Completely Different

fight the crooked absurdity with straight absurdity

The Colour Grey

indeed grey is a colour

maybe an achromatic, but still

Unconstrained

Having this discussion about love and sex. Strongly believing that love is not lost by sharing, feeling it with many people. On the contrary it will increase and deepen even towards every single one of them.

Inside Out

The moment you copletely are beside yourself because you are to the full extent hit by the realisation of what you are actually doing.

Paleface

Sitting in a bus returning from an outing with two children of a darker complexion, who had heard the expression "paleface" for the first time in their lives. Listening to and joining in with their open, warm and friendly laughter while they repeat the word time after time, because to them it is absolutely ridiculous.

Paradoxon

The roughness of the earth and age wore him down making him look fragile, yet his mind - and eyes - was so agile that I've never seen a person so alive before and again.

Swan Theatre January 2011

Noise

being in my car and unable to focus because of the sound coming out of the radio

Singularity

"If one person can leave his (the doctor's) office feeling a tiny bit better, then he (the physicain) has been useful." - Peter Brook



Indeed laughter is a gift.

To the Rescue

"To laugh at one another is the most beautiful expression of fondness for one another." - Gilles De Coster

If this works - and from experience I know it does -, it is because of common trust.

Wandering

in my mind


layer by layer

The Heart of the Matter

or a matter of the heart

"Faith is not a question of the existence or non-existence of god. It is believing that love without reward is valuable." - Emmanuel Levinas


Adolf Wohlbrück/Anton Walbrook: "..., denn Liebe belohnt sich in sich selbst/...for love rewards itself within itself"

All I'm Hoping For

You: "Every time I fall in love with you..." While I try to do my little dance to at least try to cheer you up.

Liars and Actors

As indeed I once met this actor with a quite distinct positive relationship to not telling the exact truth, and further that Hermine Körner is probably right in claiming that actors can only depict what  they themselves feel, picture my amazement at coming across the actor who played a character that obviously had a hard time lying and captured this emotion pretty convincingly. How to pretend?!                                                                                                                                                        

Entropology - Anthropology

The reason for some recent confusion. 

For decades now life has been likened to thermodynamics. Yet it is not physics but has been biology all along.

Double Exposure

X-ray

Advice

I can see why people are into art for the money in it. In this world there are some people having far too much money, money they do not know how to spend or are rather unwilling to spend. So they invest and they invest in probably the only thing that promises authenticity, a meaning to life nowadays. Yet if you are into it because of the money you are into it for all the wrong reasons, gradually destroying the thing you were so much craving for.

Decisive

For all my indulgence never missing the right moment to stop.

Which is probably the hardest thing to do anyway.

To the New - Promise

all covered in white

all the possiblities

an instant